:..LAwN..: forks spoons knives and, yes, shishkabob sticks

the first time was funny. second time... not so funny..: and now EGGS. cmon kids (not necessarily the same kids) this is gettin old.

Monday, January 10, 2005

hmmmm its raining a lot.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

What are you to do... if it can't be helped? How are you supposed to suppress what won't go away? How long can you go being unselfish before your own wants take over?
Regardless of the lack of fault... pain still resides. For that I am sorry.
Life is short. It can't be planned. Do what you can and do what you will.
xoxo.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

"If I Told You This Was Killing Me, Would You Stop?"

Watch your mouth
hold your toungue boy
because you're running out of breath
running out of time
before every careless word
that you utter renders you utterly useless.
now you're drowning in your own saliva
trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world
well keep on talking just keep on rambling
you've got your mouth full
listen here's the pleasant part
you and i we fell apart.
listen here's the pleasant part
you and i we fell apart.(continue)
why can't you make up your mind?
why can't you make up your mind?
shut your mouth
burn your bridges
throw your words like an attack and stab me in the wait a second wait a second what's that i just heard nevermind
it's obviously worthless..
now you're standing on your soapbox yelling from the rooftops everything you say is a lie. a lie a lie. lie lie Yeah!
listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done.
listen here's the clever one who speaks before his thoughts are done.(continue)
why can't you make up your mind?
why can't you make up your mind?
watch your mouth
hold your tongue
somethings are better left unsaid
watch your mouth
hold your tongue
somethings are better left unsaid.
now i hope you're pleased,
you got your prize and tongue
i dance between your words,
right before you fall....
RIGHT BEFORE YOU-
why don't you, Why dont' you say that to my face?
i had a rip down, torn out So many things.
everything you, everytime you,every word you say.
If I told you this was killing me, would you , would you Stop?
-Juliana Theory-
Road To Recovery

He never thought someone would come along
And show him a feeling he's always dreamed of.
She didn't plan on falling in love.
Upset the balance she's wanted so long.

This road to recovery
Has taken all I have.
It seems hard
As I try
To succumb once again...again...

Well he lost control and gave up his heart.
To follow the girl that he's always dreamed of.
She pulled away so scared of a love
That might have been more than she had planned on.

This road to recovery
Has taken all I have.
It seems hard
As I try To succumb once again...again...

Well love is a bitch all relationships end.
What happens now
When that persons gone.
The one who you thought
You could always count on.
You fall in love
And they fall out.
Love is a bitch.
All realationships end.

How do I let go of a love
That meant so much to me.
How do I go on
When your part of me.
I'm dying inside
Each time i see you.
Don't lose sight of me
Cause yer all i see.
Your still all i see.
This road to recovery has taken all i have.
-RUFIO-

Thursday, November 18, 2004

irvine is boring. the weekends are quite unbearable... thats why i dont stay here! but i do indeed love the people. the select few who i've deemed special enough to spend considerable amounts of time with : D haha yes thats right. im choosy with my friends damnit! i like it that way. weed out the bad apples and throw them suckers away...
oh goodness... sam's country is playing right now.. thankfully shes sleeping so i can go turn that stuff off. put on some elliot smith! or perhaps a bit of coldplay... something along those lines.
THANKSGIVING IS SO SOON! im excited but i cant really figure out why...
xoxo

Monday, October 04, 2004

PAT SURPRISED ME AND CAME TO VISIT!!
unfortunately he could only stay for saturday night .. but oh well. it was still excellent for him to come up :) i love him to pieces for such a wonderful visit.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
oh yeah and i have long bangs :D kate cut them for me w/ paper scissors hahahahahahaha but they look SO cute. like "super cute!"

Saturday, October 02, 2004

so tonight was a surprise to say the least...
the original plan was to go to downtown disney with kate and laura so we could get our makeup done for free by this girl from sephora. well hmmmmmm... the plan went a little sour when :uhohh: they forgot about me!!!!! they were supposed to come and get me after they ate dinner and before they left. weeelll nope. i was sitting in my room by my lonesome :(. boooo.
and so... after i discovered that they had left me high and dry, i decided... PSH im not staying here tonight! heeeeelll no. and so i go over to sally's room and convince her and her boyfriend, andy, that yes we are indeed going out and about. then we dragged vivian into the plan too :D mwahahaha. after much deliberation and primping, patrick (sally and andy's friend who goes here) picked us up and we went to a dance party thing. it was supposed to be like.. casino night theme or w/e but we just went for the dancing. veery fun. VEERY HOT. VEEERRRRYYYYY creepy guys lol. eww but thats ok. sally saved me : ) i now owe her my life. lol
so we got back here pretty early.. like 1240ish. and i went over to kate and lauras and was like.. :shakes head: you guys ditched me! they felt bad though and they had actually come back here a little before i left but were afraid to come over and talk to me! i guess im intimidating eh? perhaps. anyways....... hung out w/ them for a while.. met laura's pretty boyfriend :) :) soooo cute! theyre adorable together.
ate some oreo cheesecake that was YUM.. then kate and i went downstairs for some bonding time w/ ben trevor jon taryn and marisa (our RA).. read from kates book "doing it" which sounds like the most interesting classbook ever. and now here i am typing away
hmmmmmmmm so many things to do in a weekend. i dont think im going home ..perhaps next weekend or something. we'll see.
xoxo

-i miss mah baby : ( i wish sd and irvine were __________ that far apart. that far!-

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

san diego is wonderful : ) let's go back. NOW!


mission beach : ) preetty


awwe..


i quite enjoy this colorful picture


u see the guy in the background? the one w/ the blue shirt? he reminds me SOO much of conner. yes thats right conner... just like you!
richie and phil

xoxo